HAHAHA! that's all i have. 

This is for the people that know me and can actually give a sincere prayer, not to say that people that don't know me can't it is just more likely that if you know me you might know how important or lack of importance this time of year is. You might know that is has been filled with crappy memories since i was little you might know that its lonely for me and hurts my heart. If you know these things prayer for my family. Don't forget me:)

1) Grab the nearest book
2) Open the book to page 123
3) Find the fifth sentence
4) Post the text of your sentence in your Xanga (or for those of us who are xanga-impaired on your away message) along with these instructions
5) Don't search around and try to find the coolest book you have, just post the one that is really the closest to you.

"And the message he decalred was, 'God is love'(1John 4:16)." Abba's Child

WOW!

Extraversion |||||||||||||| 56% Stability |||||||||| 33% Orderliness |||||||||||| 46% Accommodation |||||||||||| 43% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||| 30% Mystical |||||||||| 36% Artistic |||||||||||| 50% Religious |||||||||||||||||| 76% Hedonism |||||| 23% Materialism |||||||||||| 43% Narcissism |||||| 30% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63% Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50% Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56% Need to dominate |||||| 30%

Romantic |||||| 30% Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 63% Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70% Wealth |||||| 23% Dependency |||||| 30% Change averse |||||||||| 36% Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50% Individuality |||||||||||| 43% Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56% Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36% Physical security |||||||||||| 43% Physical fitness |||| 17% Histrionic |||||||||||| 50% Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70% Vanity |||||||||| 36% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||| 56% Female cliche |||||||||| 36%

Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun. Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

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I sit here surround but I'm all alone , but the real problem is I can't simply call you on the phone. I'm surrounded by uplifting songs, God blessings and a life I can't complain about. I come to a school that has wonderful oppurtunities that I get siked about. I have a life I can't complain about. I see unhappiness and heart ache and I know that God has dressed me with His blessings. With all this greatness why do I find something to complain about. I feel robbed, worthless and I have a mean heart. I just want to feel special and happy inside, no not happy ,joy. I went to the shelter tonight and had a decent time nothing to complain about. Except I come here I see how good it is but Im surrounded by sadness. I'm tired of being around problems I can't fix. I try to care and there is encouragement everywhere but ... there is always a but . I'm  scared     and I just really miss my mom. Is it to much to ask for some help , I dont even know what that means  I know people read this and i guess i dont know  if the prayer thing works can you do that for me . I'm sorry I know there are worse things out there and there are people hurting more I guess I'm trying to make it be about me  I struggle with selfishness, as you can see. But through it all thank you Lord for my best friend,boy friend and future. I know that you gave Justin to me as a blessing through the times of my complaining. I love you and thank you Lord for him. oh Yeah Justin thank you and I love you too.